August 5th, 2003

fireworks

No word yet..

Hey, where did the morning go.

I still haven't heard back from my ex, I'm begining to thing this is a good thing. I think I still want to know her as a friend, but I don't know how I'm goint to feel around her.
fireworks

A new begining ?

Well, I just heard back from Julia.

I'm glad she wrote back to me. I think much of the residual pain was based around fears of having lost more than just a girlfriend, but a friend as well. To hear from her has made me face my fears and I feel so much better. I'll have to wait and see if love songs still make me feel strange, coz I'm listening to digital gunfire.

As for the friendship, I think it might survive :)

Once again I'm missing the one thing I don't do in Cambridge much though, seeing real people, going to the pub. The weekend was good, maybe I'll just have to escape to London once in a while when I'm up here. BMovie sounds like a distinct excuse to get out and meet new people.
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